This week has been completely useless at work….partly because I am tired of all the Bull Shit but mainly because we are at the end of the road of pregnancy and are expecting the new little one to arrive in the coming days. Up until this point I have been very relaxed about everything but now have turned the page to complete anxiety. You tend to forget about the hospital stay, complete loss of control over everything and hoping that everything turns out well for both Mom and child. Those are all thoughts that are coming back to me now….there always is a feeling of uncertainty. I would like fast forward to the moment we close our door to the house and we are a group of four.